I felt your heart beating under my heart for months. In my gut I felt you stomp, turn around, sleep and grow. I felt the wonder, while your soul began more and more to dwell in you. When you were born, I was overwhelmed with a special love, a love that only the miracle of birth can give you; holding you in my arms. It is a feeling, that will give you shelter and release you, so that you can find your own way. Each child must make his own mistakes or expiriences, but I felt, that I want to tell you a little bit about what I learned in my life. So here it is....
If you are looking for a job, looking for something that fits you, because then it is no work. Do not look for recognition, status or wealth, but search for so long, until you'll find what you really want to do from your deepest soul, for yourself and for the world. Therein lies your challenge and your greatest happiness. Trust in your decisions on the wisdom of your body, because intuition can thrive in an energetic feeling in your stomach, the hairs on your arms, that will high standing or in the resistance in your legs, suddenly it's a little bit harder to move in a direction .
Forget about the advantages and disadvantage list, because you only get further away from what you in fact already know. Your mind is not there to make a choice, but to understand them.
If a partner tells you, that he is too complex or not suitable for a relationship, believe him. If he is the right one, if you have found the true love for you, it brings you no more tears, you'll have no worries and nothing to hide. It is simple and besides your butterflies in your stomach, you feel an inner peace. Accept your passion and do not be ashamed of your desire.
The sensuality of a woman does not make it less worth, but more powerful and valuable. Enjoy it on a clean manner.
Just be aware of your own creativity and see how everything goes its way, to make you stronger and wiser --- even the obstacles in your path.
Do not connect with all the horrors of this world, but direct your love and beauty to your immediate surroundings. If something crosses your path, trade by honor and conscience, and do always your best.
Search in the turmoil of everydays life for a bit of silence, to see the truth. If you can't find what you seek for in yourself, you'll never find it. You don't need someone to find the truly sacred in yourself. And you have no need to interpret the sacred in you. Be critical and think independently, even about things that everyone believes to be true, and takes it for granted.
My dear Child, keep as long as possible in your heart, where you come from, and I am grateful that our souls have found each other again.
With deep and endless Love
Your Mom
